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Saturday, April 13, 2024

TX Doctor Manipulated Info in Govt Database to Deny Certain Patients Liver Transplants/Manipulation of Patient Care

 https://www.nytimes.com/2024/04/11/us/organ-transplants-houston.html?smid=url-share

An example of how targeting a person could be possibly achieved if so desired. The story has not grown yet such as his motive for his actions etc. 

The reasons he actually got caught are probably as follows: 

-the program is one of the smallest in the country so the disproportionate mortality rate was easily noticed. 

-its TX not a more notoriously corrupt area such as NYC or Massachusetts, Chicago etc where people 'stick together' with a long history of 'codes of silence' or institutions connected to international power structures. 

It's frustrating to read that programs rarely get shut down due to ethical concerns. Ethical concerns are actually not dealt with as they should be in many health care systems and that's based on providing a standard of care or behavior of staff. 

The newest attempt to cover this up by focusing on race as the singular factor of inequal treatment is just another empty gesture.

I've seen way to many institutions pass students who are not qualified or have appropriate skills specifically in dentistry.  I've talked to many people with degrees in the scientific field who are now employed and they appear more like factory workers than people who genuinely possess any real intelligence for the job. They are trained to perform the job they aren't genuinely intelligent. 

Education and employment are now akin to simply getting people trained to perform a needed task. 

If people are intelligent it seems they have more ability to play games or are influenced to treat certain patients differently. 

Denying people care is easier than you'd think. Not getting caught is how you succeed in doing it. 

Think of the example of how Iranian political prisoners are killed off. The person is denied food water medical care etc for many years and other things are done so that when they are released they simply die. Then the system just denies any involvement in the person's death but obviously their negligence OVER TIME is what produced that result. 

Theoretically a person who's being targeted over many years could suffer ill health, loss of quality of life and an early death due to negligence that is done methodically and systematically. 

In the theory of 'targeted individuals' this is referred to as passive harassment or I call it passive gang stalking as opposed to active gang stalking. It is the action of ensuring inaction that produces the effect. Purposeful negligence or just plain bad treatment and behavior by providers will effect the person's health over a long period of time or even put off the targeted person to healthcare entirely eventually resulting in deteriorated health.

It's totally untraceable and blame is easily put on the patient for what appears to be their own negligence. 

The article said this physician was arrogant and aggressive. That makes him obvious. His choices are based on these characteristics as he probably thought he wouldn't be caught. 

The key to making a slow kill on someone work is a quiet, methodical careful approach where multiple people work in unison and over time being cautious about doing anything to overt. 

Over time the impact on the targeted person's health is devastating. 

This can be viewed as neutralizing a target effectively. 

What this doctor did sounds like good old fashioned abuse of power. What are experiencing nowadays en masse is much more dangerous: the corporatizing of medical care and an adjoining education system that pumps out graduates like factory workers bees.  Most damaging is the lack of humanity and human dignity in globalist society generally. 

That's not going to be fixed by oversight or people signing pledges because 'inequality' is constantly being identified. 

This is accompanied by the arrogance of people percieving that all inequality is being identified. What if it's not identified? What if it's actually growing due to implementation of a system of ideology in a field that should not have any influence from politics or ideology, like medicine for instance? 

That would make it even easier to neutralize people as long as you avoided detection by adhering to the latest guidelines of what is and who is most likely being victimized by inequality treatment instead of a case by case basis. 

If the motive for this doctor's actions in the article above turns out to be racially motivated or motivated by patient financial status (as nowadays they are unfortunately synonymous) it will make it even harder to have people perceive crimes against individuals. 

If the motive was something like the doctor favored patients based on his personal relationships with them or his personal dislike of them or some sort of plot of evil design or conspiracy among multiple people then it will be almost like a breakthrough now.  We can once again work on awareness as people will have a new point of reference fresh in their minds. 

People have become so entirely brainwashed to believe that if they can identify a problem in society by using a wide range or wide brush if you will (demographics, race, religion etc) then society is cleansed. 

We are 'better together'. We are 'stronger'. We are building a better world. Etc. 

However what I see is an ease of treating singled out people and even entire groups of demographics badly as long as no one perceives the situation correctly. Due to those person's being mere individuals people seem trained to squeeze them out even seeming to block them out mentally even for consideration that wrongdoing has occurred or the group they belong to or demographic is one that is considered unimportant. 

This one individual doctor's actions could awaken the public from their sleep that's been induced by terrorism over 23 years time. He will have served to help more people in spite of himself than he killed by his wrong actions. 

Friday, April 5, 2024

Allowing Chaos, Lawlessness, Greed, Selfishness to Prevail Under The Guise of 'Justice' and Reparation is Going To Harm All Truly Needy People

https://www.boston.com/news/local-news/2023/12/12/habitat-for-humanity-stolen-tools-worcester/

You're going to see more and more of this. It's going to get worse. And the genuinely giving good people are going to give up because they will have to put of self preservation. 

Already during and after the pandemic you've damned and neglected the most vulnerable weak and helpless needy people. I won't forget the panic shopping and the lack of oversight by governing bodies both domestic and global which could have set order immediately with rationing and even outlawing price gouging and even the piracy of the delivering of goods by shipping companies. 

I won't forget how we were left behind and if it weren't for my living in a safe, great country or my residing in a safe, generous nanny state, sheltering in place on the porch of a church where there was some old loyalties and fairness and decency left in a college town, that wouldn't have been possible. That and my sub cultures demands on us to be self sufficient, hard working, tough and have survival skills, resourcefulness and cleverness. 

People are no longer thinking logically reasonably or with any kind of common sense. 

When I was in OREGON after Fukushima, where the radiation was actually worse from contamination due to how the tides, trade winds and route of waters go etc, I wanted to go more towards the shore to go to the sea. Something very primitive within my own living flesh, not even my mind my intuition that usually serves me so well but my BODY gave me a strict warning of some kind to stay clear of the Pacific Ocean..all along the coast at any given time in any location. It was much more pronounced in Oregon however..

I was born lactose intolerant due to that one singular southern Italian ancestor I'm fortunate enough to have so I never drank milk but in my 30s and 40s i must have been healthy and made moreso that way by physical exertion from heavy road traveling because I could eat milk and it would effect me very minimally. I drank a chocolate milk made in OR and I experienced ill effects from it. 
I became emotionally blank. I seemed to lack a conscience. It felt....zombie like. 
I've read radiation can do that..I also read that cows milk is one of the first things to register radiation contamination levels. Needless to say after that I only drank milk from TX or anyplace away from the Pacific coast. To this day any milk product or produce from CA or anywhere along that coast in stores is avoided unless it can't be. 

Putting kids on speed drugs in school to correct them expressing a normal genetic variant is nothing short of eugenics, then they grow up and become methamphetamine addicts. 

Fentanyl in opiates? The old guard of criminal syndicates wouldn't have allowed it. The point was to keep middle and lower middle class kids out of elite universities-not kill them off en masse or destroy their brains permanently through drugs. What people are taking out there nowadays would have been mocked twenty plus years ago as no better than the lowest of society furthest removed from education or civilization or cosmopolitan cities huffing paint or taking whatever was available to sniff from under the kitchen sink. 

It's genocide..and making more homeless people and letting them do whatever they want because theyve destroyed the decent, cultural, college or art centered street scenes just a decade ago it seems planning this globalist nightmare version, just creates more intolerance of lost people who fell through the cracks. That is also genocide. 

Everyone left is now directed and told what to protest and care about instead of seeing society for what it is and focusing on all the issues not just select ones. 
You've allowed a 16 year old Swedish girl who's alredy a millionaire, who's a hapless puppet become the voice of a bullshit corporate run environmental movement to assure controlled opposition. Just because she's 'neurodivergent' someone how youve lost the meaning of your own pop culture clinical catchphrases and have confused your armchair psychiatry with religion and somehow shes an almost angelic messenger. 

Because humans in first world countries know that we are destroying ourselves and the environment we need to breathe eat and have water. 
 
We know too much now and unfortunately unlike we from the Northeast USA most people don't grow up in our unique environment with a mix of collegiate/olde money/well organized crime so to your average person for them to learn about The Way The World Really Works they never grew up being primed for this and they are totally terrorized by that knowledge. They can't deal with it. 
They see too much and they are exposed to too much. 
I'm sure electromagnetic radiation only adds to the burden of pollution our bodies have to process. Add the LED street lights put in world wide just 5 years ago radiating HEV blue light day ans night, many lighting systems wifi capable in prep for 'smart cities'. Those are cities where the roads will finally end for the humans now being tortured over many years to accept such prisons. 

People have been exposed to terrorism and war almost non stop for decades. WW II never should have happened. I sense an alternative timeline all the time. It's interesting to consider how much futuristic and technological advancement was occuring in the early 20th century especially coming out of Eastern Europe, Germany, Scandinavia and Russia. Of course that all had to be stopped-to keep us in this industrialist nightmare. I've noticed in my 52 years on this planet that powers seem to utilize human wars as a means of stopping human evolution. Deferring it and also redirecting it. Usually not in the most enlightened direction. 

Until humanity understands the true levity of what is going on right now nothing will be accomplished.

It's also a complete joke to worry so fucking much about the environment or 'the planet'-in some amount of time with will seem large to us but insignificant to everything outside of our planets time and space-the EARTH is going to have to acclimate to the SUN becoming a supernova and then a red dwarf. I suppose that the little bitch Greta that complained she should be in school to the UN, instead of giving her god awful speech of insanity to them, was exhibiting her lack of schooling that should have informed her that THE PLANET IS GOING TO END SOMEDAY ANYWAY regardless of what we do. Fuck her and her rivals the climate deniers. Everyone is full of shit. (You'd think with her own personal wealth or one million plus her family wealth she could obtain a tutor. Asshole). 

Someday we are going to have to evolve into something that will exist under those conditions or we will have to pack up and go into space (or time) and find a new home to terraform or create. The point of saving the environment for humans to continue to exist on is to make it comfortable and livable for as long as we are going to be here in our current form. It's not forever. .

But people aren't even doing THAT..they are focusing on all the wrong things. 

People are tired, tortured, sleep deprived, drugged, radiation in the environment and everything possible is being done to destroy our health and any kind of environment that would support health and well being 

Once we admit this is a DEPOPULATION program then it gets easier to deal with. 

We each of us can return to our normal state of being as humans and realize that just for a short time during this ordeal we simply have to do what weve always done-self preservation and to be smarter, stronger and more clever about evading the enemy or destroyers or whatever you'd deem them. Avoiding their traps, their deceptions and their tricks and avoiding being one of the losers in this game. Because the stakes are very high now. 
They are basically killing people off or ending their lives in the form of cult like thought control cultures where they lose their lives to total annihilation of their identity and enslavement of the Self. 

Trans humanism as it's being brought to us by nutcases like Schwab and his completely insane Israeli sidekick is destructive and counter productive when it could be useful to humanity and help people in need. Anyone sane left among us HAS to wonder why something that should revolutionize human health and achievement is being marketed aggressively as gleefully willful enslavement by nutcases. (I've never seen a nerd more fucked up about not being as admirable as all the military figures he's studied in his profession as a military historian (dangerous weak male) as well as an obsession with 'god' because he comes from a culture where church and state aren't separated, which is heavily traditional and ritualistic based religious culture that defines his ethnicity. I think HES so obsessed with the delusion of  his Abrahamic god's authority, that he is desperate to create himself in an alter ego image of it...most likely to escape a  horribly domineering parent and religion. 

I'm an American. I wasn't raised with this 'god'. And I'm not basing my decisions about humanities future and scientific issues on my neuroses about an overbearing authority figure. 

The world has gone crazy. People are literally sick animals getting sicker listening to all the WRONG people, focusing on all the WRONG issues. 

Humanity has always been misguided. Constantly but we cant afford to be lulled back into a sleep now that might last for a century or a millenia as before. 

We can't let it happen. The stakes are too high. 

If this is indeed a depopulation program then it would be wise to focus on not being one of the people who fails due to falling into predictable behaviors. 

Just don't be one of the people who loses our and help other aware smart people when and if you can. 

Perhaps it is time for the wheat to be separated from the chaff. Times are going to become very tough as people realize what is truly happening here and it escalates and society degenerates and falls. Good people will soon have no choice but to forfeit helping others. 

They cannot continue to hide various kill off programs or schemes (old people, the homeless, those driven into drugs, disabled people, etc) by choosing only certain specific demographics to support which usually are only being helped because it benefits those in power and the corporatocracy. Because that kind of 'charity' and nepotism through 'Equality' along with the other factors at play here is not sustainable in the long term. .

People like China are buying up everything and first world countries are giving up everything and committing suicide. How long do you think this can last? Can you honestly forecast in any sensible way how much China is going to accept or give a damn about the moral standards now being put in place? Most likely by then simply to destroy so they can occupy later. 

There's no excuse nowadays to fall for the same old crap. We have the Internet now and as much as they've destroyed it's original form by privatizing it, censoring it and making sure it's less and less useful as a source of simple information where a question gets a direct answer not ads, it's still useful to ensure we know what's going on and can communicate with each other.

Let the stupid people get overun with their own destruction and let them destroy themselves. In war you can only save so many. You're going to have no choice but to allow those who can't defend themselves to fall unless they can be saved.